wicked3659 | An actual Journal entry *gasps*

I know, I don't know what came over me. Boredom I suspect.

I am sat at home, not at work due to having Sinusitis. It means my eyes are streaming constantly and there is a constant feeling that you're going to sneeze (even when you're not) and I keep going dizzy because my ears and what feels like the entire interior of my face, is swollen and achey.

Blargh is all I can say to that one. So I am off work (like someone else should be *worries*), mostly because I couldn't drive in due to lack of being able to see, great! I hate being stuck at home, I hate being ill. I rarely get ill so when I do whatever nasty has invaded my body tries to kill me everytime. Can't just have a bloody cold can I? Nooo... 0.0

And would you believe, it's a gorgeous almost spring day outside too. Now I know even at work I couldn't have enjoyed it but at least I had a better view to outside from my desk, rather than the brick walls I am staring at from my bedroom window :(

Sooo what to do with oneself, I have quite a bit of writing to do if my brain would stop feeling like it's going to explode any second!

When you're ill and stuck at home, do you ever find yourself just sitting and thinking more than you would usually? I don't ever stop thinking, it comes from being entirely paranoid and insecure, it keeps me up long hours. I am insomniac I literally don't sleep on some days. Just ask

antepathy she's constantly sending me an email at around 3-4am my time telling me to sleep! It's a regular occurrence, my brain simply does not shut down. Ever!

Right now I am thinking about that job interview I had last week and how I haven't heard back from them, and its getting late in the week, so its not looking good. I never get my hopes up about anything, I hate disappointment so I have no expectations but it would have been nice to actually have been paid enough for what I do (would have been nice to go to Botcon or well anywhere really).

At least I have a job though so I shouldn't complain right?

Also thinking about the replacement handset I ordered this morning. Motorola DEXT is my phone, don't get one. If you're a heavy interneter/texter; the querty keypad glitches after about 2 months this is the second replacement, can't get something different until I've had a third, so in another 2 months I will have to do this again... sigh....

Ok I think I'm done splurging and I need painkillers and more tea... or maybe lucozade...

Random fact of the day: Mouldy bread tastes like soil/dirt. O.O (I didn't know it was mouldy ok).