An actual Journal entry *gasps*

[wicked3659]

I know, I don't know what came over me. Boredom I suspect.

I am sat at home, not at work due to having Sinusitis. It means my eyes are streaming constantly and there is a constant feeling that you're going to sneeze (even when you're not) and I keep going dizzy because my ears and what feels like the entire interior of my face, is swollen and achey.

Blargh is all I can say to that one. So I am off work (like someone else should be *worries*), mostly because I couldn't drive in due to lack of being able to see, great! I hate being stuck at home, I hate being ill. I rarely get ill so when I do whatever nasty has invaded my body tries to kill me everytime. Can't just have a bloody cold can I? Nooo... 0.0

And would you believe, it's a gorgeous almost spring day outside too. Now I know even at work I couldn't have enjoyed it but at least I had a better view to outside from my desk, rather than the brick walls I am staring at from my bedroom window :(

Sooo what to do with oneself, I have quite a bit of writing to do if my brain would stop feeling like it's going to explode any second! 

When you're ill and stuck at home, do you ever find yourself just sitting and thinking more than you would usually? I don't ever stop thinking, it comes from being entirely paranoid and insecure, it keeps me up long hours. I am insomniac I literally don't sleep on some days. Just ask antepathy  she's constantly sending me an email at around 3-4am my time telling me to sleep! It's a regular occurrence, my brain simply does not shut down. Ever! 

Right now I am thinking about that job interview I had last week and how I haven't heard back from them, and its getting late in the week, so its not looking good. I never get my hopes up about anything, I hate disappointment so I have no expectations but it would have been nice to actually have been paid enough for what I do (would have been nice to go to Botcon or well anywhere really).

At least I have a job though so I shouldn't complain right?

Also thinking about the replacement handset I ordered this morning. Motorola DEXT is my phone, don't get one. If you're a heavy interneter/texter; the querty keypad glitches after about 2 months this is the second replacement, can't get something different until I've had a third, so in another 2 months I will have to do this again... sigh....
 
Ok I think I'm done splurging and I need painkillers and more tea... or maybe lucozade...

Random fact of the day: Mouldy bread tastes like soil/dirt. O.O (I didn't know it was mouldy ok).

Comments

[antepathy.livejournal.com]

You. Stop being sick. ^__^

I agree: you deserve a job where they pay you what you're worth. And with 100% less creepy coworkers. I hated it when I was on the market and employers never got back to me. It just seemed so rude. And if I called just to verify they were hellaciously uncomfortable. I think it's bad social skills and really poor form on their part. The least they could do is a phone message, you know?

[wicked3659.livejournal.com]

I will stop if you stop ^__^ he he.

Oh yeah I forgot to write about the creepy stalkery co-workers he's been quiet recently *whispers* I have probably just jinxed that o.o

Yeah a phone message would be nice... sigh v_v

[mpinsky.livejournal.com]

Is antepathy going to work when she's sick? *shakes head* That sounds like me when I'm at school. I get up and go to class, even if I have to drag myself there. .-.

My mom gets sinus infections alot, but they get so bad, I can actually smell her infected sinuses from eight feet away!

Oh God...moldy bread? Ugh. I feel your pain...except mine was a moldy muffin. I thought the black spots were hidden blueberries. Yuck!

[toyzintheattik.livejournal.com]

Jesus girl, that's a huge bundle of suck right there.

"When you're ill and stuck at home, do you ever find yourself just sitting and thinking more than you would usually?"

I have been bedridden and left to the torture of an overactive brain too many times to count. Its enough to make you batty. If there's anything I can to do help, like flood your inbox with more silly pics, then let me know. <3

And you're more than entitled to complain about your job, especially if there's a creepy stalker there O_O. I believe that's the right of every human being. That's bs that you haven't heard back about the interview. =( Are people having a deficiency of common courtesy these days? (I think we know the answer to that).

Anyway, I'll be around for the next few hours, bouncing between more housework and my pc (until the inlaws show up -.-) so buzz me if you're bored and want to rant more about the big, stoopidz of RL.

*hugs*

[wicked3659.livejournal.com]

O.O urrgghhhh... did the muffin taste like soil too??

I would normally go to work but I couldn't see to drive and its an hours walk away in the freezing cold. Plus because I drive I don't get up in time to walk it. So I was stuck in and bored. :( Bah... It's my 4th sick day in 2 and a bit years.... sigh...

[wicked3659.livejournal.com]

awww thankyous *hugs*

Those pictures are still awesome I've looked at them three times already and they still crack me up. Those last two were just WRONGNESS buahahaha

The world is definitely lacking in common courtesy let me tell you.

I hope you manage to get all your cleaning done before the inlaws show up.

[mpinsky.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it did. Just, with a bit more sugar added to it. I remember going, "UGH! *spits and drinks tons of apple juice*" My dad found it hilarious. .-.

It took a while to get the taste out of my mouth. XP

[ldot-rivian.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I don't get sick often either, though I still have a persistent sniffle from October (when I had bot a cold and the bloody flu at the same time), but I can only offer you my sympathy as my brain completely shuts down when I'm sick.

I hope the work situation becomes better for you too!

[wicked3659.livejournal.com]

Awww thankyoou *hugs* yeah I cant complain it would just have been nice not to see minus figures in my bank account cant remember the last time I was in credit. Also cant remember the last time my brain shut down lol it has to be veryvery quiet when it does =)

[ldot-rivian.livejournal.com]

I think your brain shutting down would shock you into thinking again. How coherent are you thinking anyways? Or is it all just mumbled?

[wicked3659.livejournal.com]

Oh I have full blown conversations going on un my head sometimes if i vocalise it I speak too fast and people cant jeep up so I tendnot to do small talk at all. I have a freaky memory so I think a lot about past stuff too.

Im also one if those people who can and will think up every possible outcome to a situation so I tend to worry a lot and think the worse and am extremely paranoid. Lol listen to me I sound like a crazy person. XD

[ldot-rivian.livejournal.com]

Actually, that's exactly what I hoped. I'm stuck in A Matter of Perspective. I mean, I can write it, but I have no idea of what to write in it for the conversation with Optimus.

[wicked3659.livejournal.com]

You want a hand? :)