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Cupid Mistake (10345 words) by wicked3659, lomelinde
Chapters: 3/3
Fandom: due South
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski, Renfield Turnbull & Francesca Vecchio, Ray Kowalski/Other(s)
Characters: Benton Fraser, Ray Kowalski, Francesca Vecchio, Renfield Turnbull
Additional Tags: Matchmaking, Angst with a Happy Ending, Pining, Mild Language, Undercover As Gay
Summary:

Francesca and Turnbull try to play matchmaker, only for their best laid plans to end up in disaster. As best laid plans are want to do.

Mamihlapinatapai (7714 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: due South
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski, Benton Fraser & Ray Vecchio, Diefenbaker & Benton Fraser, Diefenbaker & Ray Vecchio
Characters: Benton Fraser, Ray Kowalski, Ray Vecchio, Diefenbaker (due South)
Additional Tags: Angst, Pining, Fluff and Humor, Awkward Flirting, Dorks in Love, Friends to Lovers, Friendship, Mild Language, First Time
Summary:

Ray is content to secretly pine after his partner and friend as long as it means he sticks around. His best laid plans are shattered upon the arrival of Ray Vecchio.

Ray's not jealous. He's NOT.

A Very Unusual Christmas Story (7507 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: due South, Doctor Who
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski
Characters: The Doctor (Doctor Who), Benton Fraser, Ray Kowalski, Harding Welsh, Margaret Thatcher (due South), Renfield Turnbull, Francesca Vecchio
Additional Tags: Christmas Special, Pseudoscience, Angst and Humor, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Declarations Of Love, First Kiss, Crack Treated Seriously, Mild Language
Summary:

Ray just wants to finish his shift and think of a reason for Fraser to spend Christmas with him. What he gets instead is aliens trying to kill him and a strange British man claiming he can help.

Jelly Donut (10438 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: due South
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski/Ray Vecchio, Diefenbaker & Ray Vecchio, Diefenbaker & Ray Kowalski, Benton Fraser & Ray Vecchio
Characters: Benton Fraser, Ray Vecchio, Ray Kowalski, Francesca Vecchio, Elaine Besbriss, Harding Welsh
Additional Tags: Domestic Fluff, Fluff and Humor, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Wolf Instincts, Friendship, Partnership, Episode Style, Feel-good, Dorks in Love
Summary:

Ray Kowalski comes home ready to sell Diefenbaker to the highest bidder. All Ray Vecchio wants is for his partners to enjoy good pasta. Fraser feels perpetually and unnecessarily guilty. Much shenaniganry ensues.

Lacuna (4466 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: due South
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski
Characters: Benton Fraser, Ray Kowalski, Diefenbaker (due South)
Additional Tags: Road Trips, Post-Canon, First Kiss, First Time, Crack Treated Seriously, Fluff and Crack, Humor, Imaginary Friends
Summary:

A life-changing injury, a road trip and an imaginary Mountie. Ray's not so sure he isn't having a midlife crisis anymore.

Homecoming (6979 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: due South
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski
Characters: Benton Fraser, Ray Kowalski, Diefenbaker (due South)
Additional Tags: Angst, Post-Canon, Intimacy, Dorks in Love, Feelings Realization, Denial of Feelings, Nature, Communication Failure, Love Confessions, Idiots in Love, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Home, Eventual Happy Ending, Flashbacks
Summary:

Fraser looks back on his life and in a moment of serenity amidst the idyllic Canadian landscape, remembers what home felt like.

Desiderium (1859 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: due South
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Major Character Death
Relationships: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski, Barbara Kowalski/Damien Kowalski
Characters: Benton Fraser, Ray Kowalski, Barbara Kowalski, Damien Kowalski
Additional Tags: Road Trips, Angst, Grief/Mourning, Hope, Bittersweet Ending
Series: Part 8 of Due South Moments
Summary:

“You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you. That's where I'll be waiting.” - Tinkerbell (Hook)

Love will Forgive you Everything (5178 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: due South
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski
Characters: Benton Fraser, Ray Kowalski, Diefenbaker (due South), Margaret Thatcher (due South)
Additional Tags: Sickfic, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Mild Language, Light Angst
Summary:

Fraser gets sick, Ray steps up.

I wish that I could wake you up (1685 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: due South
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski
Additional Tags: Heavy Angst, Tissue Warning, Post-Canon, Unresolved Emotional Tension, Ambiguous/Open Ending
Summary:

Ray's come to an uncertain decision but does he really know what he wants.

Well you're not what I was looking for (7704 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: due South
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski, Ray Vecchio/Stella Kowalski (hinted)
Characters: Benton Fraser, Ray Kowalski, Ray Vecchio, Harding Welsh, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Light Angst, Kissing, Long-Distance Relationship, post CotW, POV Ray Kowalski, Mild Language, Swearing, Non-Linear Narrative, Introspection, Falling In Love, Friends to Lovers, off screen major character injury, Fluff and Humor, Banter, Arguing, Making Up, Not talking about feelings, no rose tinted glasses, life is not a romance novel, but it can be sometimes
Summary:

Well you're not what I was looking for
But your arms were open at my door
And you taught me what a life is for
To see that ordinary, isn't
And you don't hold back
So I won't hold back
And you don't look back
So I won't look back
Ingrid Michaelson - Light Me Up.

Ray looks back on his journey while waiting for his plane.

Castles In the Sky (9538 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: due South
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski, Ray Kowalski/Other(s)
Characters: Benton Fraser, Ray Kowalski, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Drama, Remix, Intimacy, Eventual Fluff
Summary:

It's been six years since Ray left Fraser's cabin with the fate of his marriage hanging in the air.
So many things have changed and many things that Fraser wish had changed.

Praxus Arc: Undercover (19513 words) by wicked3659
Chapter 6/?
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One), Transformers Generation One, Transformers (Bay Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Jazz/Prowl
Characters: Jazz (Transformers), Prowl (Transformers), Optimus Prime, Streetstar, Mirage (Transformers), Autobots (Transformers), Decepticons (Transformers), Smokescreen (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Angst, Fluff and Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Arguing, Sticky Sexual Interfacing, Transformer Sparklings, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Intimacy, Domestic Fluff, Secrets, Unresolved Emotional Tension
Series: Part 1 of Of Secrets and Sparklings
Summary:

Prowl is a high ranking enforcer in Praxus handling the case of a growing terrorist organisation within his city.
Jazz is Prime's executive officer and head of special operations in Iacon Command.
Neither expected to meet under such circumstances but the meeting changes their lives in ways they could not have anticipated.

Praxus Arc: Undercover (16909 words) by wicked3659
Chapter 5/?
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One), Transformers Generation One, Transformers (Bay Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Jazz/Prowl
Characters: Jazz (Transformers), Prowl (Transformers), Optimus Prime, Streetstar, Mirage (Transformers), Autobots (Transformers), Decepticons (Transformers), Smokescreen (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Angst, Fluff and Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Arguing, Sticky Sexual Interfacing, Transformer Sparklings, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Intimacy, Domestic Fluff, Secrets, Unresolved Emotional Tension
Series: Part 1 of Of Secrets and Sparklings
Summary:

Out of the Loop (12397 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 5/5
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Fortress Maximus/Prowl
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Fortress Maximus, Cerebros (Transformers), Red Alert (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Angst, Some Plot, Prowl is not a prick, Size Difference, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Baggage, Slow Burn, Suicidal Thoughts
Summary:

Being out of the loop was what Prowl thought he needed but since he's finally stood still, his past has caught up to him and boy is there a lot of baggage in his wake. Luckily there is a mech around who would rather help than punch him in the face (though he would probably get great satisfaction from it).

Out of the Loop (7891 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: Chapter 3/5
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Fortress Maximus/Prowl
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Fortress Maximus, Cerebros (Transformers), Red Alert (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Angst, Some Plot, Prowl is not a prick, Size Difference, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Baggage, Slow Burn, Suicidal Thoughts
Summary:

Out of the Loop (2731 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/4
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Fortress Maximus/Prowl
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Fortress Maximus, Cerebros (Transformers), Red Alert (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Angst, Some Plot, Prowl is not a prick, Size Difference, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Baggage, Slow Burn, Suicidal Thoughts
Summary:

The Praxian Solution (41201 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 18/?
Fandom: Transformers Generation One, Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
Relationships: Jazz/Prowl
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Jazz (Transformers), Vim (oc), Quickshot (oc), scintilla (oc), lightchase (oc), Megatron (Transformers), Soundwave (Transformers), phoebus (oc), Sunstreaker (Transformers), Sideswipe (Transformers), Bluestreak (Transformers), Brawn (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Sparklings, Breeding, Sexual Slavery, Inspired by a Movie
Summary:

Jazz is sent on an undercover mission to Praxus and finds himself caught up in an intricate spider web of politics, slavery and exploitation of the worst kind.

Entanglements (53306 words) by pl2363, wicked3659
Chapter's 9 of ?,
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Prowl/Sunstreaker, Sideswipe/Sunstreaker
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Sunstreaker (Transformers), Sideswipe (Transformers), Jazz (Transformers), Optimus Prime, Ratchet (Transformers), Wheeljack (Transformers), Autobots (Transformers), First Aid (Transformers), Trailbreaker (Transformers), Mirage (Transformers), Hound (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Light Bondage, Fluff and Angst, Fluff and Smut, Sticky Sexual Interfacing
Series: Part 1 of Entanglements
Summary:

Sunstreaker gives Prowl an offer he almost has to refuse. Changing his mind however, changes everything.

The Praxian Solution (36201 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 16/?
Fandom: Transformers Generation One, Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
Relationships: Jazz/Prowl
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Jazz (Transformers), Vim (oc), Quickshot (oc), scintilla (oc), lightchase (oc), Megatron (Transformers), Soundwave (Transformers), phoebus (oc), Sunstreaker (Transformers), Sideswipe (Transformers), Bluestreak (Transformers), Brawn (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Sparklings, Breeding, Sexual Slavery, Inspired by a Movie
Summary:

Jazz is sent on an undercover mission to Praxus and finds himself caught up in an intricate spider web of politics, slavery and exploitation of the worst kind.

Per aspera ad astra - Through Hardships to the Stars (3669 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One), Transformers Generation One
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Jazz (Transformers), Optimus Prime, Ratchet (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Psychological Horror, Spooky, Halloween, Psychosis, Pre-Earth Transformers, Thriller, Nightmares
Summary:

Jazz is concerned that Prowl is succumbing to the effects of prolonged space travel. However, don't believe everything you see...

"In the end there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again." - Stephen King

The Praxian Solution (34200 words) by wicked3659
Chapters: 15/?
Fandom: Transformers Generation One, Transformers - All Media Types, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
Relationships: Jazz/Prowl
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Jazz (Transformers), Vim (oc), Quickshot (oc), scintilla (oc), lightchase (oc), Megatron (Transformers), Soundwave (Transformers), phoebus (oc), Sunstreaker (Transformers), Sideswipe (Transformers), Bluestreak (Transformers), Brawn (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Sparklings, Breeding, Sexual Slavery, Inspired by a Movie
Summary:

Jazz is sent on an undercover mission to Praxus and finds himself caught up in an intricate spider web of politics, slavery and exploitation of the worst kind.

Entanglements (45276 words) by pl2363, wicked3659
Chapters: 8/?
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One, The Transformers (IDW Generation One)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Prowl/Sunstreaker, Sideswipe/Sunstreaker
Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Sunstreaker (Transformers), Sideswipe (Transformers), Jazz (Transformers), Optimus Prime, Ratchet (Transformers), Wheeljack (Transformers), Autobots (Transformers), First Aid (Transformers), Trailbreaker (Transformers), Mirage (Transformers), Hound (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Light Bondage, Fluff and Angst, Fluff and Smut, Sticky Sexual Interfacing
Series: Part 1 of Entanglements
Summary:

Sunstreaker gives Prowl an offer he almost has to refuse. Changing his mind however, changes everything.

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Entries tagged with angst

December Fics

Fic: Homecoming

Fic: Desiderium

Fic: Love will forgive you everything

Fic: I wish I could wake you up

Fic: Well you're not what I was looking for

Fic: Castles in the Sky

Fic: Undercover - Praxus Arc - Chapter 6

Fic: Undercover - Praxus Arc - Chapter 5

Fic: Out of the Loop - chapter 5

Fic: The Praxian Solution - Chapter 19

Fic: Out of the Loop - Chapter 3

Fic: Out of the Loop - Chapter 2

Fic: Out of the Loop

Fic: The Praxian Solution chapter 18

Fic: Entanglements chapter 9

Fic: The Praxian Solution - Chapter 16

Fic: Per Aspera ad astra - Through hardships to the stars

Fic: The Praxian Solution - Chapter 15

Fic: Entanglements - Chapter 8

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